Because you loved me ..

Me and Johnni , picture taking for a story in Se&Hør about my participation in Robinson .

You were my strength when I was weak 
You were my voice when I couldn't speak 
You were my eyes when I couldn't see 
You saw the best there was in me 
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 
You gave me faith 'coz you believed 
I'm everything I am Because you loved me 

So now it happened . It actually didn't came as a surprise for any of us , cause we've both agreed on the split between us , and it isn't something that's coming like suddenly but have been on its way for a little while now . Me & Johnni are no longer together . I don't know if the song i choosed are the right one for this , but i just think it descreibed this situation so well . Some might find it sad ? I don't know . But i think it's a great song , and in some way i don't find it sad at all . I kinda find it freeing or what you can say . It's a strange feeling , pretty hard to descreibe but i hope you guys kinda understand me .
After been together in almost 2 years we're now breaking up . And i'm not sad or anything about it , cause we're still friends - and we will still be friends . Or so i hope . Anything else would be strange i think .
I'm happy for our decision about breaking up , and i don't think i'll regret it . For a long time i've thought he was my one and only , that we would grow old together and be together forever . That we would have kids , a wedding and one day we'll be sitting , old and still happy together at the nursing home .
But i was blinded by love and addiction for him . He didn't treated me bad at all . He wasn't evil or anything , and i know that he loved me and i loved him so much . But i need a man who can be there for me , more than he could . Someone who i can grow old with . And it wasn't supposed to be him .
I enjoyed our time together . We had so much fun - and we stood together also through the hard times .
But it wasn't supposed to be us . And as i already had said once i'm not regretting anything . I loved him , we had almost 2 great years together - but now we both have to move on .

Thank you for our time together Johnni'boy . ♥

- I'll always love you .

XOXO
Kit ♥